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Thursday, 28. October 2010

@@@@@ Wilson gained consciousness slowly,

By mattiastsk, 04:21
@@@@@ Wilson gained consciousness slowly, muttering incoherently for minutes at a timeHe seemed awake for almost a minute, but he recognized none of them "Doko koko cola," he muttered several times, giggling feebly They stopped, wiped the blood from his mouth, and then set out againIt took them more than an hour to reach the platoon, and they were very tired when they got thereThey laid Wilson down, slipped him off the stretcher, and flopped on the ground to restThe other men gathered about them nervously, asking questions, mildly jubilant that Wilson had been found, but they were too weary to talk much"Goddam it, you men, stop standing around with your finger in your ass They looked at him in bewilderment "Minetta and Polack and Wyman andRoth, git over there in that grove, and cut two poles about six feet long, and about two inches in diameter, and bring back a couple of struts about eighteen inches wide?" "What for?" Minetta asked "What the hell do you think it's for? For a stretcherNow git goin', you men Muttering, they picked up a couple of machetes, and filed out of the hollow to the groveIn a minute or so, the platoon could hear them hacking away at the treesCroft spat disgustedly"Them men are enough to frost your nuts There was a restless titterWilson, unconscious now, lay in the center of the hollow, very stillDespite themselves, they all kept looking at him Hearn had joined Croft, and after talking for a moment or two, they called Brown and Stanley and Martinez over to themIt was about four o'clock in the afternoon, and the sun was still hotCroft, afraid of becoming sunburned, pulled the rifles out of his shirt sleeves, flapped it a few times, and put it onHe grimaced at the bloodstains on it, and then began to talk"The Lootenant thinks that all the noncoms ought to talk this over

Wednesday, 27. October 2010

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Tuesday, 26. October 2010

@@@@@It was full, like the first night, everyone

By mattiastsk, 02:16
@@@@@It was full, like the first night, everyone there to glare at us with eyes that blazed anger and betrayal when they looked at him and murder when they looked at meI kept my gaze down on the rock under my feetFrom the corner of my eye, I could see that Jeb held his gun ready againIt was only a matter of time, indeedI could feel it in the atmosphere of hate and fearJeb could not protect me longIt was a relief to scrape back through the narrow crevice, to look forward to the winding black labyrinth and my cramped hiding place

Sunday, 24. October 2010

@@@@@Plus various keepsakes from

By mattiastsk, 02:14
@@@@@Plus various keepsakes from the houseIncluding Miss Eastlake's Sweet Owen cookie-tinThink she was trying to tell me something with that, 'chacho?" I thought of Elizabeth popping various china figures into the tin and then insisting Wireman 1111 throw it in the goldfish pondOf course she had been trying to tell him something"The rels got the north end of Duma Key, development valuewell, sky's the limitNinety million?" "Or so they think "Yes," he agreed, turning somber We sat in silence for a little whileHe took the cylinder from meI could see my face in its side, but distorted by the curveI didn't mind looking at it that way, but I very rarely look at myself in a mirror anymoreIt's not that I've aged

Saturday, 23. October 2010

@@@@@He had since heard her express herself

By mattiastsk, 02:10
@@@@@He had since heard her express herself differently, with other feelings, more chequered feelings: he had heard her tell MrsGrant that she should leave her with regret

Friday, 22. October 2010

@@@@@He was fanatical about exercising your mind,

By mattiastsk, 01:23
@@@@@He was fanatical about exercising your mind, the most powerful computer in the world"My brain gets stronger every day because I exercise itThe stronger it gets, the more money I can make He believed that automatically saying "I can't afford it" was a sign of mental lazinessAlthough both dads worked hard, I noticed that one dad had a habit of putting his brain to sleep when it came to money matters, and the other had a habit of exercising his brainThe long-term result was that one dad grew stronger financially and the other grew weakerIt is not much different from a person who goes to the gym to exercise on a regular basis versus someone who sits on the couch watching televisionProper physical exercise increases your chances for health, and proper mental exercise increases your chances for wealthLaziness decreases both health and wealthMy two dads had opposing attitudes in thoughtOne dad thought that the rich should pay more in taxes to take care of those less fortunateThe other said, "Taxes punish those who produce and reward those who don't produce One dad recommended, "Study hard so you can find a good company to work for The other recommended, "Study hard so you can find a good company to buy One dad said, "The reason I'm not rich is because I have you kids The other said, "The reason I must be rich is because I have you kids One encouraged talking about money and business at the dinner ,tableThe other forbade the subject of money to be discussed over a mealOne said, "When it comes to money, play it safe, don't take risks The other said, "Learn to manage risk One believed, "Our home is our largest investment and our greatest asset The other believed, "My house is a liability, and if your house is your largest investment, you're in trouble Both dads paid their bills on time, yet one paid his bills first while the other paid his bills lastOne dad believed in a company or the government taking care of you and your needsHe was always concerned about pay raises, retirement plans, medical benefits, sick leave, vacation days and other perk

Thursday, 21. October 2010

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By mattiastsk, 02:04
@@@@@He knew he and his wife had problems, but rather than work to make the relationship strong, he stayed busy at workDismayed, his performance at work slips and he loses his jobToday, I often meet people who are too busy to take care of their wealthAnd there are people too busy to take care of their healthThe cause is the sameThey're busy, and they stay busy as a way of avoiding something they do not want to faceNobody has to tell themIn fact, if you remind them, they often respond with anger or irritationIf they aren't busy at work or with the kids, they're often busy watching TV, fishing, playing golf or shoppingYet, deep down they know they are avoiding something important That's the most common form of lazinessLaziness by staying busySo what is the cure for laziness? The answer is a little greedFor many of us, we were raised thinking of greed or desire as bad"Greedy people are bad people," my mom use to sayYet, we all have inside of us this yearning to have nice things, new things or exciting thingsSo to keep that emotion of desire under control, often parents found ways of suppressing that desire with guilt"You only think about yourselfDon't you know you have brothers and sisters?" was one of my mom's favoritesOr "You want me to buy you what?" was a favorite of my dad "Do you think we're made of money? Do you think money grows on trees? We're not rich people, you know It wasn't so much the words but the angry guilt-trip that went with the words that got to meOr the reverse guilt-trip was the "I'm sacrificing my life to buy this for youI'm buying this for you because I never had this advantage when I was a kid I have a neighbor who is stone broke, but can't park his car in his gar

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@@@@@He knew he and his wife had problems, but rather than work to make the relationship strong, he stayed busy at workDismayed, his performance at work slips and he loses his jobToday, I often meet people who are too busy to take care of their wealthAnd there are people too busy to take care of their healthThe cause is the sameThey're busy, and they stay busy as a way of avoiding something they do not want to faceNobody has to tell themIn fact, if you remind them, they often respond with anger or irritationIf they aren't busy at work or with the kids, they're often busy watching TV, fishing, playing golf or shoppingYet, deep down they know they are avoiding something important That's the most common form of lazinessLaziness by staying busySo what is the cure for laziness? The answer is a little greedFor many of us, we were raised thinking of greed or desire as bad"Greedy people are bad people," my mom use to sayYet, we all have inside of us this yearning to have nice things, new things or exciting thingsSo to keep that emotion of desire under control, often parents found ways of suppressing that desire with guilt"You only think about yourselfDon't you know you have brothers and sisters?" was one of my mom's favoritesOr "You want me to buy you what?" was a favorite of my dad "Do you think we're made of money? Do you think money grows on trees? We're not rich people, you know It wasn't so much the words but the angry guilt-trip that went with the words that got to meOr the reverse guilt-trip was the "I'm sacrificing my life to buy this for youI'm buying this for you because I never had this advantage when I was a kid I have a neighbor who is stone broke, but can't park his car in his gar

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@@@@@He knew he and his wife had problems, but rather than work to make the relationship strong, he stayed busy at workDismayed, his performance at work slips and he loses his jobToday, I often meet people who are too busy to take care of their wealthAnd there are people too busy to take care of their healthThe cause is the sameThey're busy, and they stay busy as a way of avoiding something they do not want to faceNobody has to tell themIn fact, if you remind them, they often respond with anger or irritationIf they aren't busy at work or with the kids, they're often busy watching TV, fishing, playing golf or shoppingYet, deep down they know they are avoiding something important That's the most common form of lazinessLaziness by staying busySo what is the cure for laziness? The answer is a little greedFor many of us, we were raised thinking of greed or desire as bad"Greedy people are bad people," my mom use to sayYet, we all have inside of us this yearning to have nice things, new things or exciting thingsSo to keep that emotion of desire under control, often parents found ways of suppressing that desire with guilt"You only think about yourselfDon't you know you have brothers and sisters?" was one of my mom's favoritesOr "You want me to buy you what?" was a favorite of my dad "Do you think we're made of money? Do you think money grows on trees? We're not rich people, you know It wasn't so much the words but the angry guilt-trip that went with the words that got to meOr the reverse guilt-trip was the "I'm sacrificing my life to buy this for youI'm buying this for you because I never had this advantage when I was a kid I have a neighbor who is stone broke, but can't park his car in his gar

@@@@@He knew he and his wife had problems, but

By mattiastsk, 02:04
@@@@@He knew he and his wife had problems, but rather than work to make the relationship strong, he stayed busy at workDismayed, his performance at work slips and he loses his jobToday, I often meet people who are too busy to take care of their wealthAnd there are people too busy to take care of their healthThe cause is the sameThey're busy, and they stay busy as a way of avoiding something they do not want to faceNobody has to tell themIn fact, if you remind them, they often respond with anger or irritationIf they aren't busy at work or with the kids, they're often busy watching TV, fishing, playing golf or shoppingYet, deep down they know they are avoiding something important That's the most common form of lazinessLaziness by staying busySo what is the cure for laziness? The answer is a little greedFor many of us, we were raised thinking of greed or desire as bad"Greedy people are bad people," my mom use to sayYet, we all have inside of us this yearning to have nice things, new things or exciting thingsSo to keep that emotion of desire under control, often parents found ways of suppressing that desire with guilt"You only think about yourselfDon't you know you have brothers and sisters?" was one of my mom's favoritesOr "You want me to buy you what?" was a favorite of my dad "Do you think we're made of money? Do you think money grows on trees? We're not rich people, you know It wasn't so much the words but the angry guilt-trip that went with the words that got to meOr the reverse guilt-trip was the "I'm sacrificing my life to buy this for youI'm buying this for you because I never had this advantage when I was a kid I have a neighbor who is stone broke, but can't park his car in his gar

Wednesday, 20. October 2010

@@@@@This was easy and right, no division, no

By mattiastsk, 11:17
@@@@@This was easy and right, no division, no confusion, no objection, just Ian and me, the molten rock moving through this new body, melding it into the pact?I will stay,? I agreedAnd my tenth life beganEPILOGUE Continued Life and love went on in the last human outpost on the planet Earth, but things did not stay exactly the sameThis was my first rebirth into a body of the same speciesI found the transfer much more difficult than changing planets because I had so many expectations about being human already in placeAlso, I'd inherited a lot of things from Petals Open to the Moon, and not all of them were pleasantI'd inherited a great deal of grief for Cloud SpinnerI missed the mother I'd never known and mourned for her suffering nowPerhaps there could be no joy on this planet without an equal weight of pain to balance it out on some unknown scaleI'd inherited unexpected limitationsI was used to a body that was strong and fast and tall?a body that could run for miles, go without food and water, lift heavy weights, and reach high shelvesThis body was weak?and not just physicallyThis body seized up with crippling shyness every time I was unsure of myself, which seemed to be often these daysI'd inherited a different role in the human communityPeople carried things for me now and let me pass first into a roomThey gave me the easiest chores and then, half the time, took the work right out of my hands anywayWorse than that, I needed the helpMy muscles were soft and not used to laborI tired easily, and my attempts to hide that fooled no oneI probably couldn't have run a mile without stoppingThere was more to this easy treatment than just my physical weakness, thoughI was used to a pretty face, but one that people were able to look at with fear, mistrust, even hatredMy new face defied such emotionsPeople touched my cheeks often, or put their fingers under my chin, holding my face up to see it bett

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By mattiastsk, 11:17
@@@@@?It has to makeyou happy, too I could only meet his gaze for a few seconds at a time

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